just forget it

there's this quote about waking up that i don't think i'll ever be able to find again. it really bugs me, but maybe i'll just try to forget it. which actually brings me to another quote from a book.
ted doesn't understand that you can just forget things when you want to. it's a game. just think like a little kid does and pretend something. pretend you weren't in the room or pretend it wasn't you or pretend you were just the table or something instead of a body. - doreen from the book "brave new girl"

anywho, i had a dream last night that i know won't ever come true, but, i almost wish it would, and another other part of me really wishes it stays a dream.

there's a book i've had for a few months now. i want to read it, but i cannot seem to read past the first 4 pages. i just can't. it doesn't grab my attention, i get lost in the words and forget what i'm reading about. i've tried to read it about 5 times: fail, fail, fail, fail, fail. it's called the accidental. i'll try to read it one more time and if i still can't, i'll just forget it. give it to someone else, perhaps.