strip my mind

i wish i could somehow erase my memory, forget everyone and just leave.. move somewhere and start new.

i wish i were someone else, too. that'd be a nice bonus.. but i guess i'm stuck with myself.

i want to forget everyone.. isn't that a horrible desire?
i know it is, but i can't help it..

i don't trust people enough to trust their words anymore.. their words tell me they care but their actions tell me otherwise.

the love i looked up to is broken. does this mean true love is non existent? it seems to me that even the most real love.. breaks down. fails.

the only love i know is the love of God which is supposed to be enough, greater than all. why do i feel so empty then? am i not doing it right?

i could go on and on about how utterly confused i am.. but i won't.