vain

as hard as it is i must keep having faith regarding this situation. even though it seems like all my efforts are in vain, i will not believe so. i trust that this will all work out the way it's meant to. if it's meant to be as it is, then so be it. until then i will try and do my best to be heard because if it's God's will then it will happen no matter how doubtful it looks. my prayers are not in vain. i know God hears them.