today was not a good day. my dad didn't do a very good job at encouraging me either. he did the opposite. you know, i try to be strong and all but since certain circumstances i've become so emotionally fragile.. i try to hold back my tears, but it's so hard.
i'm listening to john gold and he's helping a lot. his music is beautiful. sometimes i wish i could do what john's going to do. go somewhere far away to clear my mind. somewhere where no one knows my name. no expectations. no let downs. just be.
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