this is me

when people i know in person sometimes see this blog, or any thoughts that i let out anywhere, they always manage to say something like "that's not like you at all! you don't sound like that! i know you and you're not like that" and i can't help but think well if you really knew me you'd know that this is exactly who i am. people i know have no idea who i am. i think it's half my fault though.