last memory

i recognized your concern when you asked about my mother. and how it has effected me. i knew you wanted to be there for me... i tried to do what i always did with everyone else, assure you it's okay, that i'm completely fine. but my inability to look you in the eye gave me away. you knew i needed you but would never ask. the truth is, ever since i found out all i could think about is how i just wanted to cry as you enveloped me in your arms. i dreamed of being able to let it out and have you comfort me with your embrace. and when i finally did, i saw the look of sadness in your eyes, and you know what? i'd bet they mirrored mine. it made me feel all right, because i knew you cared for me and anyone else i loved.